I MISS U BADLY~~~ WHR R U???

hmmm....2day is the 21st day, i havent seen u for 21 days...it was quite long for us...
in this 21day, so many thgs had happened, made me so weak...
i need sm1, sm1 who can lend me a shoulder 2 cry on...
sm1 who lend a hand 2 hold..so tat i wont feel alone...
sm1 who can give a hug so tat i wont be afraid...
sm1 who can tell me 2 be strong...
sm1 who can make me laugh or smile when i feel unhappy n depress...
sm1 who can wipe away my tears when i was crying...
sm1 who can show me his love, sincerity, faithfulness...
all i hope is u can be tat person...
BUT...
WHERE ARE YOU???
whr r u when i was so sad n depress???
whr r u when i need u???
whr r u when i was sick???
whr r u when i was crying???
whr r u when i need help???
whr r u when i was lonely???
U were not thr!!!
i don want others i juz want u 2 be tat person!!!
no matter how good others have been treating me ...
no matter how bad u have been treating me...
i still wish tat u could be tat person...
staring at the starry sky...it made me think about u!!!
when we din sleep at those nites ... we were stargazing outside ur hse... chatting n playing out there... our laughter...
i miss the moment we cooked together in ur kitchen..
i miss the moment when i was sitting opposite to u ... looking at u when u were eating..
i miss the moment when we were laying on bed n talking about our thg...
i miss ur eyes, ur lips, ur voice, ur hands, ur hugs, ur dishes, all of ur thg...
I MISS U SO BADLY !!!
sometimes i cried at nite...sorry i knw i love crying so much...
but as i say crying is juz one of my ways to express my feeling n release the pain inside my heart...
i miss u so much until my tears were dropping through my cheeks..
haiz...am i making the rite decision of giving up...
i have been trying so hard... but i still miss u so much...
i cant 4get about u!!!
i cant or i don ... or i'm not willing 2 do tat???
i donno!!! haiz...