the day i was sick...n i miss u so badly!!!

ish...argh...i hate to be sick...i hate it so much...i wanna shout out loud...

"shu shu...sickness go away ...stay away from me!!! far far away..."
haiz...disgusting...my nose has been bleeding almost one week...
i hate tat...so disgusting...i think 3 times a day...
hmmm...besides tat the haze make me feel so dizzy...
so hot ... no is damn hot...hoping n praying 4 rain everyday...
headache...gastric...dizzy...muscle n bone r so painful...eyes r burning...my body is damn hot...
a little bit of flu n sore throat...sweat...T.T

hmmm...i still can recall tat day when i was sick too...long time ago...
i think is 3months ago...
wat a sweet memory to recall back...
sth about me n him...
tat day i was sick...i told him...he called me...we juz talked on the phone...
then suddenly he said he wanna come to visit me n giv me his medicine...
he borrowed his fren's car n drove to my hse...
so touching...hehe...muacks...
sad...as we juz spent a plenty time together...
but it was so sweet...thx gong gong...muacks...

another day....i was sick too tat day...ops..sorry...i'm so weak...alwasy sick...
tat day i was so sick...
same...we talked on the phone..
finally he successfully advised me 2 go 2 c doctor...hmmm..
i hate doc...
he borrowed his fren's car again...that time ben ben also followed us to go to c doc
thx ben ben...n my gong gong...

my hsemate said i look like those super star who wanna cover their faces so tat no1 can recognize them...haha...do i???


the mask is too big 4 me...can coevr my whole face la...

Kiss Me Through The Phone

Baby, u know that i miss u
I wanna get with u
Tonight but i can't now baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl u know i miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But i can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(i'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone

(see ya when i get home)

Baby, i know that u like me
U my future wifey
Soulja boy tell'em yea
U can be my bonnie
I can be yo' clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me

I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday i need ya
And everytime i see ya
My feelings get deeper
I miss ya, i miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But i can't(but i can't)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u know that i miss u
I wanna get with u
Tonight but i can't now baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl u know i miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But i can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(i'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(see ya when i get home)

Baby i've been thinkin lately
So much about u
Everything about u
I like it, i love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Yo' voice is so lovely
I love yo' complexion
I miss ya, i miss ya, i miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But i can't
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u know that i miss u
I wanna get wit u
Tonight but i can't now baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl u know i miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But i can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(i'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(see ya when i get home)

She call my phone like da(20x)
We on da phone like da(20x)
We takin pics like da(20x)
She dial my numba like da(10x)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u know that i miss u
I wanna get wit u
Tonight but i can't now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u know i miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But i can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(i'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone

(see ya when i get home)

*oh...i love this so muchie....i listened to this song a hundred times...*
this song makes me think of u gong~~~ miss u so muchie...
*Gong u know i miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But i can't right now so gong
Kiss me through the phone*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zakXKLxwjS0

My New Stuffiesssss!!!!!!!!!!!

ppl says Gals all love shopping.... hmmm...
i seldom go 4 shopping but i do enjoy when i'm shopping especially with my gals...
haha...XD...
but last time i went with my sis , my mum and my other cousins...
but it was a good day too...as....
wahaha...i bought a lot...
i have to exclaim sth here...
i din waste any money on sth tat i don need...
i need them all...soooo muchies....
sth new have to replace the old...
goodbye those oldies...welcome all newies...haha...
thx mummy ... as she was the one who paid all those bills...ops...hehe...
舊的不去，新的不來。。。

my reddish vinchi...
my white padini slipper...
my reddish hp porch 4 my new blacky...
my new cutie key chain
my new puma watch from dad!!!!

my new pinky punch...
my clothes 4 presentation...

goodbye my fren CK

on the 24th of july...wat a shock 4 me...as i nvr tot tat i could meet him again...some more inside the public bus...OMFG...i was so exciting to c him ... as i juz need sm1 with me tat moment...
keke...i have to say tat was not a date .... i was asked by sm1 so many thousand times to go out with him to have cheesecake...i rejected him everytime...as he is a guy i juz met during my orientation...he was my group leader...i don know him well..n he does...
i don go out with stranger especially guy...
finally on tat day...he did the same thg...asking me out 4 cheesecake again...hmmm..
i think i was out of my mind at tat moment as i replied YES...OMFG...
tat was no way to sorry i typed the wrong word...
i tot i was going to ruin my life that time...praying hope tat i could be safe later....
i planned to pretend tat i was sick so tat i had reason to say i could not go out with him...
but it was so fake n not an ethical action...
haiz...
Fortunately ... the God answered my prayer...he sent me my fren CK who was leaving Curtin this sem...i tot i din have a chance to say goodbye ... haha...but now...i have a lot...
i talked to him on the bus the whole journey...i juz tried not to talked to tat guy...since thr r 2 guys here ... so i juz simply giv them a nickname... the guy tat who asked me out i called him D n my fren named CK... not Calvin Klien...haha...lolx...if he is Calvin Klien then i mux be Prada...
firstly Ck was planning to go to another place..haha..but i kept begging him to follow us to go to Coffee Beans to have cheesecake...haha..finally he agreed..thx God...
3 of us headed to Coffee Beans sitting thr ,chatting(juz Ck n me) , laughing(also 2 of us), n eating my favourite Chocolate Cheese Cake...damn DELICIOUS...yummy....
haha...after tat we left him (D) , 2 of us went to the previous place tat CK planned to go...
haha...played game ... shopping...then we went back to villa...haha...
sorry ben ben .... tat nite i stayed overnite thr in ben ben's room...
haha....ops...sorry...
i still can recall the scene when those hsemate found tat ben's room was living a gal...
haha...sorry ...
haha...the game he played...Car Racing~~~ Cool~~~
(P.S: i din take any other photos on tat day..as D was thr)

we went out to have supper with another fren named ing ya...haha...a new fren i made this sem...while we were so happy chatting thr suddenly we saw D ppl was also thr ...
5 seconds later 3 of us ran away from thr ... huh... luckily he din see me...
haha...after tat we went to ing ya's hse ... haha... chatting thr... bli bla bli bla...
Ck n I talked a whole nite... i think he was so tired tat nite but he was so kind...
he listened to me patiently... let me cried on his shoulder ... i cried 4 so long...
i was so sad , angry , upset n depress the whole month...
thx n sorry CK...
i was so lucky tat u were thr CK...super appreciate...

on the 25th of july 2009...the last day i spent with CK...T.T
he borrowed his hsemate's car ... we went down town to have a awesome day...
tom yum spaghetti...Chicken Corden Blue Cheese


Ice Lemon Teahaha...3 person??? actually juz 2 of us ...but we reserved one set 4 ben ben...
haha...poor ben was not thr...

a weird n funny pics tat we found during the exhibition...

after the meal...we went to Canada Hill...


dirty miri city~~~
should i say Don Jump...or U Jump I Jump???? lolx
me n Ck
CK...
CK's Cat

i cut my hair~~~~

i had been thinking 4 so long should i go to cut my hair...

finally i made up my mind...no more thinking ... juz do it!!!
i don like to cut my hair actually...as i scare my new hair look will be so ugly...
i nvr satisfy with my new hair look...T.T
he told me b4...he loves gals with long hair...so i kept my long hair 4 him...
bu now everythg had gone...everythg had done...
i admit tat it was a little foolish n childish...
as i tot tat cutting off my hair was one of the ways 2 forget about him...
NO!!! i was wrong...haiz...new life !!!
WELCOME~~~
sitting in front of the mirror...waiting 4 my hairstylist...
tat day was Saturday....so thr were a lot of customers...
tat shop is one the most popular in KK...
i kept waiting n waiting....so slow...
finally tat was my turn...
hehe...nervous...
then he asked me wat kind of hairstyle i wanna cut..
erm...
thinking 4 so long ... finally my answer was i wan a professional n mature look
as every1 said i look so young n childish...T.T
then he juz laughed ...n said "no way, my dear. u look cute n sweet, u don suit with tat hairstyle...u will look so old!!!"
sweat!!! =.="
ok fine ...then he helped me 2 design a new hairstyle...
OMG!!! i look like a nob...
i look more childish n foolish than b4...
like kinder garden kid...
regret~~~sad~~~
it cost me RM50 4 a nob look...
like i bought a knife n cut myself...
haiz...

when i was sitting n waiting 4 the hairstylist!!!

after having my hair done...we all went to my cousin's hse to play cards n eat sth!!!
playing with my little niece named ishrill...
those r the pics i took with her!!! haha...She is so cute~~~



i look like a pig~~~