i hate u!!! miss u so much

♥ MISSING U ♥
this is the 15th days u left away from me...T.T
it was so lonely...boring...n meaningless...without u!!!
i have been missing u so much...
it was so struggling...
i was not dare 2 find u so often...even i controlled myself better do not find u until u find me 1st...
coz i scare if i find u, i will disturb u...make u think tat i'm so annoying....
so i juz have 2 wait...as i also wanna prove tat even i don find but u also will find me...
unfortunately...i was wrong...sometimes even i sms u..but u nvr reply me...
i knew u were so bc in the morning n afternoon...so i juz wait until nite time...
but it was the same...u nvr find me ... even din reply my msg ...
dont u know tat how badly i have been missing u all the time???
it was so obvious tat u donno...even u know but u nvr k about tat...
i knew u were so bc in the morning n afternoon...but how about the nite time....
haiz...sometimes i may think tat u nvr k about me...u nvr miss me...
even worse u forgot about my existence...T.T
sad...disappointing...T.T